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Thank you God! Thank you so much!
Even my T3, T4 and TsH were normal. However, my total protein was a bit high. My other doctor said it might be inflammation.
Inflammation of what? All my test results said my organs were normal.
But then, the doctor also said I should have another T-Protein test to see if my globulin count would improve. Sometimes, lab tests are distorted by the quality of re-agents, he said. He believes there's nothing wrong with me.
I hope and pray that my T-Protein would be normal next time.
I thank God so much for good health and fitness! I look fit and athletic, even the kidney doctor marveled at my physical fitness. At 56 I am able to move fast and dexterously, I'm athletic, I brisk walk, jog, workout and do martial arts training. It's for God's glory! I just hope that God always make my test results normal---everything normal.
And also, I hope that God would finally pour out his mercy on me---on me and my wife. All our lives we've been living a marginalized life. We are forced to depend on other's help and often, because of this, we're looked down on by those who help us. And I don't know why, but it seems God limits us to get help from the arrogant.
There's this guy who always boasts of his money and "the way God is blessing me," he said. He's so arrogant and self-conceited. And one time he even wanted to punch a waiter for serving him little of the dessert he wanted. He was so mad at the poor guy---and this arrogant guy is supposed to be a pastor. I always wonder---why does God keep giving him money? I thought God didn't like boastful people, especially those who boasted about themselves?
From what I read in the bible, God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble. For so many years, we've been put down by the arrogant, and they seem to be blessed continually. Yes, God's grace is there, but I still have to see it poured out abundantly on us.
I don't wish them harm---I just want to see what God promised in the bible to happen. That's all. I believe it so I expect it to happen. If it weren't in the bible, I wouldn't look for it in real life. Not that I want the arrogant punished---I just want God to bless me at least in the same way he's been blessing arrogant people we know.
But there they are, getting richer and more in power, and we getting so little, always a shortfall, so that we keep being dependent on the arrogant.
Lord, when will you finally bless me? I'm 56 and still nothing has happened.
What I ask of you are really simple things---independence from people, especially from arrogant people. That's all.
I just want to get all my money needs straight from you, not from people, and I know this is so easy for you to do. You can simply prosper my blogs and e-books, and then you can easily prosper the online business I and my wife have been eyeing on.
That's it.
I see you doing this to a lot of people---they earn handsomely online from their blogs and e-books. And I know you can so easily do it to me, too.
After all, you are no respecter of persons.
I don't know if the bloggers who earn huge money pray about their blogs, but I and my wife pray about ours everyday---for years, even decades. And yet, almost nothing happens.
If I just have an initial $100 from each of my blogs per week and then sell at least 10 e-books a day, I'd have enough income to live a decent life---pay our bills on time, eat decent and healthy meals, repair our dilapidated house (severely damaged by termites), buy what we need (like school and office supplies), have enough for our church ministry expense, and start the other ministries God has been showing me in my quiet times with him.
And I know God can easily do this for me. He can easily increase my blog traffic and also send me buying traffic. Anyway, the e-books God helped me produced are good ones---they are about self-improvement, personality development, career and radical spiritual growth. I know many would be helped.
God can easily do all this with a flick of his fingers. Or even just saying yes to them all.
I don't believe success comes through your hard work. or know-how or great timing or system or marketing. Hard work and planning are needed, but success comes only with God's approval. Even if you work hard at it, nothing will come of your efforts if God does not prosper it. That's how I see it. That's how I see life.
I want to concentrate on my writing articles for my blog and earning good money from it, too. Unlike what I have now---I write for other people's blogs and I don't like what their blogs are about. But I have no choice but to write about silly topics like showbiz, politics, silly videos and things like these.
I want to write about God, God's Word, Life in Christ, personal growth and maturity, career, health and fitness, wellness and other meaningful things like these that will really help my readers. This is what I want to do all my life (and earn lots of money from them), and which I believe God himself have put in my heart to do.
Why else would I be interested in them if God didn't will it for me?
I've been praying for years now. Please God....
I just often wonder why God gives it to people who just use the money to indulge in luxury and brag about their riches and possessions to people? Often, they even become rotten in character because of it.
But I continue to trust God and in his plans for me and my wife. I know that his Word is true and he keeps his promises.
One day, while pondering on these things, God led me to this passage...
‘You’re my servant, serving on my side. I’ve picked you. I haven’t dropped you.’
Don’t panic. I’m with you. There’s no need to fear for I’m your God.
I’ll give you strength. I’ll help you. I’ll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you.
“Count on it: Everyone who had it in for you will end up out in the cold—real losers.
Those who worked against you will end up empty-handed—nothing to show for their lives.
- Isaiah 41
