Last week I and my bible disciples attended a prophetic-apostolic leadership conference in Tagaytay City, Cavite, Philippines. Thank God for the powerful breakthrough my disciples had, marveling at the one Spirit I and my spiritual father had. They saw how my teachings were confirmed by the man of God.
It was a 5-day conference. One night during a session I had heart palpitations. Good that it was just for 4 to 5 seconds, then it never recurred. God, thanks for that. Thanks so much for controlling that. I don't know why it had to even occur--you could have prevented it from happening--but I just trust you. I hope it never happens, even for a second, when I attend the Muar SOP in October. I wanna be in that school Godwilling, by your grace.
Also, one night in this breakthrough conference, I woke up with a terrible chill. It was 2 am. I went out of the air conditioned room and paced the corridor outside, drinking warm water. I asked your comfort and warmth, and you gave them to me. Later, when I tried to get some more sleep, I felt a funny sensation like I was about to pass out. There was something funny with my breathing, too. I wondered, was I going to pass out? Was it some kind of a seizure? I thought about being prayed over by pastors--and by my father in faith--but I didn't want to bother anyone. I thought of God and calmed down. I asked for your remedying touch, and then I just fell asleep, feeling better when I woke up again. Thank you, God.
Heart palpitations are moments when I hate life and ask, what kind of life is this. But the times when God supernaturally touches me are also times when I hate life (Jesus said anyone who does not hate his life on earth is not worthy to become his disciple), and ask God, with awe, "What kind of life is this?" It's amazing when you live a supernatural life, the very life of God.
The breakthrough conference ended in total triumph. One of my disciples even had a breakthrough for her shaky love life. She decided to break up with her pagan boyfriend. While the man of God was speaking at the conference, he touched on being equally yoked with non-believers. During that moment, I interceded for her, and she decided on her own to get rid of her boyfriend. God, you are awesome! Oh man! What kind of life is this?
